Refrigerator... fridge... frige... O_o

So yeah... the English language is filled with many oddities... one of them being the word "refrigerator."  Now, refrigerator is spelled without a d... yet when we shorten it to "fridge"... *gasp* there's a d!  ... o_o...  Now why is this?  Well, if we shortened it just like it's spelled originally, it would be "frige."  Not only does that look funny, but it would also be pronounced with a long I sound... like "fraige" or something.  Frige is actually some kind of Anglo-Saxon pagan holiday.  So why don't we just spell refrigerator with a d?  "Refridgerator" doesn't look too horrible...  looks better than frige...  *sigh*  Oh well, thanks again english.  Sayonara.  hehe

(Haha, there ya go Ash) =P

Return to Cedarhell

So yeah... I'm back at Cedarville... and I have realized even more how much I don't want to be here...  I finally became comfortable with who I was and such only to be forced back into the cookie cutter that is a Christian school again.

I never should've come back.  I can only hope and pray that things get better, and I didn't come back in vain.  Perhaps we should take bets on how long I will last.

Tomorrow I will wake up at roughly 9am.  I will get a shower and such.  I will return to my room and bundle up... because I must walk all the way across campus tomorrow... just to get a key...

*looks down in defeat, shakes head, and goes to bed*

Yeah... can't really think of a title... oh well. lol

Well last week, I was laid off by Target.  They said they were cutting most of their seasonal help early because business was really slow...  Yargh... -_-  *shakes fist angrily*  Oh well.  I still have one more paycheck coming, so woo.  I get it on my birthday too, so that'll be nice.

Last night was the FBCS Homecoming.  I had been planning on going... but of course, just a day or two before it I got sick... cold or sinus infection... joy...  it sounds like it was a blast too... would've been great to see everyone...

Still struggling to figure out what I should do about college... there's so much pressure to go back to Cedarville... I just don't know if I want to go back to that cornfield monestary or not...

Less than a week til I'm 20!  Woo!

Give AND Take... or at least it should be...

One of the great mysteries of life... one-sided friendships.

One person tries so hard to be involved in the life of someone they think is their friend... they truly care about them... they're that shoulder to cry on... that person to vent to... they always ask what's going on in the other person's life.  However, person number 2 takes this for granted... doesn't put forth any effort... doesn't care about their supposed friend... or at least doesn't show it...

I often find myself on the giving side of this situation... once someone becomes my friend, I try so hard to be there for them... no matter what, I care about them and would do anything for them.  I've come to realize that I often don't get that in return.  Yet I sit there, day after day, trying my hardest to be the best friend I can... but is it really worth the effort?  I've finally come to the point where I've been able to see this in my life... and I'm not gonna spend any more seconds of my life caring about ones that don't care about me.

Everyone has at least one of these friendships, I'm sure.  Everyone has been on both sides too I'm sure.  So for your sake, take a close look at each of your friendships... and ask... is it really a friendship... and not just a onesided exchange.

22 HOURS!!!

I'm sooooooo excited!!!!  In about 22 hours, I will be seeing the movie I've been eagerly awaiting all year!... HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3: SENIOR YEAR!!!!!!!!  I can't wait.  I've listened to the soundtrack... and it's AMAZING!!!!  Somehow better than the last 2!!!!  AHHHH I wish it would be midnight tomorrow already!!!  lol  I've got to say, though Cloverfield is my favorite feature film, HSM and HSM2 are my favorite 2 movies overall.  I listen to the soundtracks almost everyday... sometimes multiple times a day.  lol  I will never tire of it.  I love it soooo much.  It's one of the few things that can cheer me up, and give me escape, no matter what's going on.  I dunno where I would've been w/o it this past year.  Sad, but true.  lol  Haha, I can honestly say I would not be the person I am today without High School Musical 3... and yes, that's a good thing.  haha.  But yeah!  22 hours!!!!!!!!

And for those of you that haven't seen it, but hate it by default... just give it a chance!  You never know... you might just like it... maybe that's what scares you. ;)

Finally X_X

I finally graduated from OCB yesterday!!!  Yaaaaaaay!!!!

The ceremony was pretty lame.  I'm glad no one did come to see me graduate in it.  lol

Afterwards I went bowling with the fun half of my class.  It was pretty awesome.  Kinda sad realizing I might not see some of them again.

=Bobbeh v2.0 in development=

3 Years Overdue...

So I FINALLY was able to get my temps!!!  Woooo!  I'm so glad it's finally done.  That test was so amazingly easy too.  I only missed one, and it was about a stupid bicycle thing.  XD

So tonight, my friend Mike came over one last time before he's deployed tomorrow.  Was good seeing him one more time.  We played some Halo, and then said our goodbyes.  It was hard to do.  I'm gonna miss him.