My Own "Getting Started Weekend"

Well, I just found out today that my Gmail account also counted as a Blogger account too... crazeh, I know. So I figured what the heck, why not make a blog on here.

So lately I've been struggling with a dilemma: Stay at OCB... or go back to Cedarville.

Well if you're reading this, I'm sure I've probably already ranted off the reasons for both options. If not, just ask me. Anyway, it had been set that I was going to Cedarville... but I was still kinda uneasy about it. Still really indecisive. Well then something came up to make my mind for me...

I found out that we've been barely able to keep up with the rent... and my mom got served with divorce papers the other day, because my so-called "father" doesn't want to pay us support anymore... he already only gives us something like 400 dollars a week... which is all we have to live on... my mom is medically unable to work. So I need to stay home... and get a job... and hopefully finish OCB somehow...

Starting yesterday was Getting Started Weekend at Cedarville. It is the weekend where everyone returns to Cedarville, gets settled into their dorms, get their classes scheduled... and see all their friends... Well I'm not there for that... But in a way... this is my own "Getting Started Weekend." I now know what to focus on, and what direction I'm kinda going in, since the ordeal of OCB vs CU is finally done. I'm gonna do my best to turn my life around... get a job... finish OCB... get in shape... get my license... and just make my life better....